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yawn... just out from my bath.. hair wet wet now... waiting for it to dry and it bed time... another week end going to end soon.... tml will be into the 6wk of my attachment.. so fast right... getting busier and busier... wk end was spend almost doing nothing much...... was out yesterday and only reach ome at 10+.... bath and sleep... one day just pass... today mum was not ard in the morning... she working till 12+... my H/P giving me problem it doesn't ring... no sound at all... send it for repair at tampines and can only get back 7-10 days later... and the worst thing is i dun has any space phone at home... no choice i loan a phone from them... wat a old phone they loan to me... so cukoo lor.. the phone... lukcy is only for a few day nia.... well... recently i think over alot of stuff... reliase alot of thing.... no one can help u except u urself.. when u fall even when pple who say will help u to stand up might not be true in the end we have to help ourself.... promises make should not be break but yet they are pple who break their promise... this make me to think of the word trust... how much i trust them... perhaps i should trust no one except myself.... and i am sad to say tat i no longer trust anyone even myself... cos i see through alot of thing and the words trust no longer ard... althought i might not be in good term with my parent but at time i reliase that no matter wat happen they are the one who stand by me... i think alot really alot.. we might be facing some problem now and i am trying wat i can to help solve the problem.. no matter wat they are my parent... seeing how hard mum are trying now hurts me alot... seeing her so tired make me feel so guilty.. i wan do something to help her but i duno how... she's always not in gd health and i'm really worried something might happen... sigh.. i oso duno how...i know she going through all this just for us if not for us she wun have to go through all this le...yet i cant help her out.... i always have a wish tat is just wan mum to stay at home and be a full time housewife so tat when we reach home she is there to hear all our grumble and prepare dinner... but now.. sigh... she is working.. really cant get use to coming home and she is not at home... really lor.. if i can i really dun wan her to work.. just wan her to be at home..... from -=Juan=- in her Own World... 9:53 PM  |
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.....____JuAn_____..... = i am a Dreamer of things - Dream Big = = i am a "Gan Jiong Spider" - want to get things done fast = = i can be rather Fickle Minded - Indecision = = i can become real Emotional at nite - tat ME = = believe that everything happends for a reason = = i am Happy with My Life - with my Love ones by my Side = = Treasure Friendship alot - Values time spend together with them = = i Trust people too easily - end up getting Hurt myself = = Saturday is the only day i look forward to everyweek = =i likes Mickey Mouse, my childhood friend - Do i look like one = = Eeyore is my favourite cartoon character - How i wish it is orange in color = = Orange is my Favourite color - just like the Sun = = i loves Chocolates n Ice Cream, as well as Caramel - Yummy = = i likes to Drink Water - Water Tank = Coffee is my breakfast partner = = Potato is my Favourite food = Likes to self take pictures - "too zhi nian" = = Need long hours of sleep - But Hardly gets enough = = Likes to spend time at home - Homely = = In conclusion, i am just the gal next door...... .... Close to my Heart .... =Angeline= =Benji= =Christina= =Daphne= =Evelyn= =Johnathan= =Magdalene= =Mice= =Qiuying= =Sam= =Tingting= .... Networking.... =SingNet= =Friendster= =Ringtone= =Chinese MP3 Song= =English MP3 Song= .... Whisper ....          |